After a couple of weeks, it hit me pretty hard. I've been living with too much expectations, experiencing that sinking feeling when I don't complete my bucket list for the year, and my resolutions fall through. I've never been kissed under a mistletoe, and I've been wanting it to happen for 3 years. I've given so much to people and never got my karma. I always hope that I won't get hurt, but always ended up getting hurt, repeatedly. It seems that every time I have a high hope for something to happen, it mostly likely don't happen. So from this day forward, I will be facing my days with no expectation at all. No more bucket list. No more resolutions. No more expectations. I'm going to do things when I feel like it like I used to. I'm going to randomize my days like I used to. I'm going to live in the moment like I used to.
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